last night went well. he apologised over and over again. although im annoyed he reasons seem valid from his point of view.

ahh why do i still have feelings for him?

and now i feel so on egde that he might just do it again. and i would break. i get on with no one else like i do him.

i am so screwed up.

its all i can write for now. nails are drying. haha.