its amazing the more time that goes by the more i think about it and the more i dislike him.

i wonder how long it will be before i can get over that skank? i'd love to speak to him and tell him exactly what i think of him! holding nothing back. but i am far too stubborn to even contact him.

is it wrong for me to expect just a bit of common decency? and expect a text off him after all he was the one to act like an utter dickhead and upset me. even if hes trying to distance himself from me (which wouldnt altogether be a bad thing) he could have had the decency to let me know. 

well lets face it, he clearly has no morals. so i am expecting far too much from someone like him. who is out for numer 1. himself. not me, someone he strings along when things are tough with his girlfriend, or even his long suffering girlfriend who is completely unaware of what goes on behind her back. and clearly if it didnt work then, and it don't work now, will it EVER work? my thoughts say no. and soon enough he'll be looking for someone else. id place money on it.

the thing that annoys me the most was i was completely and utterly honest from the start. i let him know how i felt. i wish i hadnt now.

and i'm definately going to stand by the old saying. and i'd love to put him straight and tell him that though he has hopes of changing its unlikely to happen. because there is no doubt that now i've met him i firmly believe;

once a cheater, always a cheater.

and for me there is simply no shifting that reputation.